she’s trouble/d
hotmessinalittleblackdress
that fits everywhere but her beer gut
but she needs to drink
to smile
small/fat/inadequate
gooseflesh grows more pronounced
more blue
bitter tasting
saliva to slime
it turns green envy
when it hits the air
gooseflesh turns to scales to steel
when faced with harsh reality
she gains her power 2 ways:

1. rejection
2. fear of rejection

SHE IS ALL-POWERFUL
SHE KNOWS ALL OR NOTHING

• Current drink: NCBC Late Night Pumpkin Ale
• Current book: Difficult Women by Roxane Gay
• Current audio book: The Girls by Emma Cline
• Current music: Wrongside – “Blueberry Tea” [Full BeatTape]